Saturday 11 January 2014

I deleted the first version of this post...

...I worry that I recognise too much of myself in Hannah in Girls.....but mostly that's when I'm watching it....the rest of the time I can put that out of my mind....but when I'm faced with her I get this awful sense of connection with her.

I'm just rambling, but only to distract myself from the idea that my life being is wasted....in some sort of horribly intangible way.

I think I'm ready to start planning to move on....I've not been here long, but I feel uncomfortable with the settled-feeling here.

Can't move forever though....so then what?

This is an annoying post....I thought it would help to write, but I'm too unfocussed.